Ex-Girlfriend - What do you think?

I confess that I am bisexual. I've never told anyone and as far as I know the only person that might have an idea that I am is my ex. I love pussy but I fantasize of fucking and being fucked by a hot shemale. I love the thought of having a partner with tits and a penis. I used to fuck myself in the ass with my ex's dildo daily without her ever finding out, in fact I used it more than she did! Sometimes during sex with my girlfriend I have her finger my ass and I love to finger and fuck hers. I would love to meet a fuck buddy like this yummy shemale!

i hate my brother. im a 42 year old divorced woman with a failed career and i'm barren even though my ex husband and I were trying for years. He left me to be with another woman who can provide him with a family. My brother is youger than me, has a great job and a very pretty girlfriend. so i get my own back when i visit by peeing on their toothbrushes and sometimes ill stick their toothbrushes up my pussy. I like the thought of my snooty bro and his gf unwittingly tasting me there.

I confess I pay my ex-girlfriend's cell phone bill every month and in return she cams with me and sends me nudes pretty much whenever I want. We started dating over 10 years ago and were together about 4 years. I'm over her and have little to no interest in getting back with her but there's just something about her tits that I still love. Also, on occasion, I'll go meet her and we'll hang out and I'll take her lunch and then we'll go back to her place and she usually ends up blowing me for buying her lunch. I guess the biggest issue is that my current girlfriend doesn't know about any of it. We have a great relationship but I don't mind helping the ex for a little something in return.

Ex girlfriend

My girlfriend says she likes giving me head better than her ex became was too thick for her jaws to open without pain and she could barely get halfway down his shaft. That doesn't make me feel good. 

while dropping of some clothes for my ex girlfriend at her mothers I was having a coffee when she asked me if I had ever dressed up as a women on a stag or boys do, I said just the once. she said would I do it for her as she really got turned on, I kind of did a good panic and made my excuses. Since the ex and I had split up when I bumped into the her mum we had a chat and did the pleasantries, she then asked me if I had changed my mind about dressing up as a women I shocked myself when I said I might. Since then over the last couple of months I visit her and she makes me up and I wear what she picks after she plays a little domination we have sex which is as hot as hell. I feel as lucky as you can get. When I leave as a man again it is as if I have been on another planet. Mam in law was happy for me to write this said she got a buzz from the thought of other people reading about our bit of fun.

I met a girl a few years ago that i can’t take out of my head.We were in our early 20’s and we met at a bar .
She asked me if I wanted to go at her place for a last drink.
After the night cap she invited me to sleep at her house (in reality at her parent house that were gone at their cottage for the weekend) and told me I could sleep in her bed only if she was in it at the same time.
She was not the most beautiful girl , she was the curvy type and I like more the slim type but I decided to accept the invitation for the night.
We had sex for most of the night and I got back home early in the morning.
She reached me later that day to offer me to go hiking at a nearby trail in the afternoon and went for dinner at the end of the day. She was pleasant to talk and somehow I had a
pleasant weekend.
The next weekend I go back to the same bar as the previous weekend and she came to chat with me.Shortly after she invited me to go to her place to talk in a less noisy environment. When we got home we sat on the couch and she kissed me right away and I think when she saw that I was starting to have a hard on she took my penis out to her mouth for a few seconds and stopped to take off all my clothes and took her clothes off and just sat on my penis that just slipped easily down deep inside her while saying I have been waiting all week to have you in me again.
Her pussy was dripping wet and she was passionately going up and down over my penis within minutes I felt her coming hard and she got off my penis without me having an orgasm but she kept me hard alternating slowly and gently with her hand and her mouth on my penis( felt more like a tease ) for a minute or two and she jumped over me again and rode me to a big orgasm. Wow
On my way to the bathroom she tells me to join her in the bed after. While I am washing my friend a bit I hear a buzzing sound nearby through the closed door
Coming into her room , she had an old electric shaver in between her leg using the vibration of this noisy shaver on her clit and I shortly heard the big moan of her orgasm. Within 15-20 minutes it was her 3rd orgasms. With her it was never enough which was very pleasant as she was very generous with me.
After when we got more intimate , I would give her a clit orgasm and than an orgasm by penetration and right after she would masturbate her clit again while I was relaxing for another round.
Eventually we went out together for about 2-3 years.
At her parents place , the house was 1 floor plus the basement , most of the time during the evening we would go down in the basement to watch TV ( sometime her younger sister would join us but not always) while her parents would stay on the 1rst floor living room. At the beginning when her sister did not come down , she would put a blanket over her and ask me to masturbate her under the blanket while her parents were upstairs , I would just gently massage her clit until she quietly had her orgasms. One night her younger sister came downstairs quick , we were surprised as we did not hear her coming and my fingers were already massaging her clit. She gave me a look that met to not stop as she was close from orgasm. I think that her sister had figured out something as she almost came down every night downstairs to watch tv when we were there. Since my girlfriend was very unsatisfied to not get her usual evening orgasms , she eventually explained to her younger sister ( she was maybe 2 years younger ) that she was getting masturbated by me during the evening , that she could come downstairs every time she wanted with us as long as she did not tell the parents.
She could stay there as long as it remained a secret and that she remained quiet.
So I tried to be as discreet as I could masturbating my girlfriend under the blanket while her sister was sitting a few feet from us supposedly watching tv.
When leaving their house often late at night I would use the basement door. One night shortly after I left their house , I noticed that I forgot my wallet on the coffee table downstairs so I drove back to her house going back through the basement door that was not locked to discover my girlfriend sister legs open masturbating.
After talking to my girlfriend about it she let me known that her sister was getting horny watching us on the couch. My girlfriend told her that she would let her sister masturbate quietly under a blanket in the basement if she got too horny watching us.I think that she felt bad for her
I told her that I did not think that she would do it as she would be intimated to do it in my presence but I was wrong about 2 weeks later she came down with her blanket and masturbated for the first time. I guess it runs in the family as after that evening her sister masturbated profusely when she came downstairs and I think that knowing the sisters were masturbating beside each other they got even hornier . Eventually I tried to see if we could try a 3 some but my girlfriend objected strongly.
Only once she took my penis out to show it to her sister that had been bugging her to see it only once.
Shortly after seeing it we saw movements under her blanket and an orgasm face that she tried to hide.

These two sisters were just always horny.

These was never a dull moment with this ex.

I do not know if writing about this experience of my life will help me forget her or it will only make it more present in my mind.

My ex girlfriend gave me a blowjob in front of her dad while he was sleeping on the sofa. We were in her living room while he was there and she just pulled my cock out and started. It was horny though I was thinking... all he has to do is open his eyes...

Stroking my cock to my plump ex girlfriend.

Honest thoughts on her? Don't hold back

I confess...

... that I am still wildly in love with my ex-girlfriend, even though she has moved on. I am so addicted to the pain and jealousy that I've done my best to stay in contact with her, and we still talk. I am now firmly in the friendzone and it fucking destroys me that she has just started dating a new guy, a hockey player to boot. He is good looking, and way more in shape than I've ever been. She's happy and doesn't think of me, she doesn't answer my messages for long periods of time.

It drives me fucking crazy and I both hate and love it.