yesterday i tried BDSM with my 18 y/o japanese girlfriend for the first time
in japan having sex before 20 is illegal (^.^)
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I am a sadist and i would prefer to be the one spanking ,her sticking needles in her,wonderful boobs, making her airdance! She is one of my favourites of japanese BDSM. Pain and torture for her, dont stop to torture her!
I'm a 38-year old, bisexual male pervert, pretty well fully developed, run the gamut of doing the sex clubs, the swinging, the BDSM, the occasional streetwalker. And I'm realizing now, the only thing that gets me off anymore is the most degrading, male-dominant porn possible. Not even talking elaborate Japanese rope bondage here - just whatever has the most large things being stuffed into holes that don't fit. More or less, everything Max Hardcore does, although I can do without the clown makeup.
So, the long and short of it is that I trace most of this back to my mom - quite literally. In her bedside table were copies of the "Sleeping Beauty" BDSM novel by Anne Rice, some Anais Nin, and a couple of Nancy Friday's books. I was about in 5th grade when I stumbled across those. And, her vibrator - a tasteless, 70s beige plastic bullet.
I spent many a long afternoon while Mom was at class, laying on her bed and masturbating slowly while flipping through these books. I was quite the good reader, and had no doubt of what was going on, although a few things were hard to picture. Later on, my mom walks in on me trying a couple things out with the neighbor kid my age, and just nervously backs out of the door. Never says a word about it.
There's more like this, leading up to my getting caught peeping on her fucking her husband - a guy 15 years younger. This guy had a tiny cock, which I knew because I also found his penis extender while going through their stuff. This guy was into porn - he got unmarked brown envelopes each month from some porn club. Needless to say a few of them found their way into my stash.
Once in a while they'd rent a porno. The last one I discovered was "Taboo," which I watched mouth gaping. I would have been probably in 8th grade then. Soon after that I was caught outside their door peeping - and again, she just pretended it never happened.
I really want to tell her all this. I want to get all of the repressed things never talked about in the family out on the table, and deal with it. I've spent a while today trolling the local adult classifieds where she lives, which was tremendously exciting. It would be ideal if I could find her online somewhere, or lure her into clicking on some spam, to soften her up.
In the very vivid fantasy I had today, I totally faced envisioning what it would be like to talk to her about it. Send her an email, asking her a few vague questions, and suggest a time we can really talk? Wait until I can see her face to face?
I want it to be on the phone, though, because I don't want her to see me masturbating until I'm ready. I want to start off by asking her about those books. How much had she ever done that was in them? Did she know I spent all that time beating off in her bed?
Right at the end of high school I started fucking a student teacher (former), that was 15 years older than *me*. I wasn't very discrete about it, taking the phone down to the basement on the 50' cord to have phone sex with my older lover, who I dominated out of instinct. She knew and said nothing.
I want to be jacking off while I talk about all this, straining to catch hints of emotion on her voice, guilt, or arousal or horror. To know in that moment that I'm about to really not just push the envelope, but drive my cock right through the fucker, with potentially disastrous and career- and family-ending consequences if I read it wrong.
But right now, I'm so sure I'm not wrong. I've heard how she sounds like when she cums. I've heard her begging in a little girl voice to suck cock. If I go at her where she is vulnerable, I think her tight control will just crack wide open. Absolute truth might be laid bare, and then just sit there and stink. It would be taking a step that to most would put me outside the world of the human, either a beast or a god.
I'm going to keep thinking about this and posting here. More to come.
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