My wife and i met in college, married shortly after, moved away for 5 years and had kids 2 years later, that was all 5 years ago. We've been together 17 years now.
The past couple years we have had fantasies about sharing her, not so much me, and she did do some fun stuff with some of my friends, married friends. She went to a concert with my female cousin, and got high and slept in her van. They had sex that night and she told me all about it. We invited a married friend of mine over one night when we knew his wife was out of town, she sucked his dick in the hot tub and fucked him for a few minutes in the camper. He got nervous and stopped it. We went on a cruise and met a couple the first night. My wife went to the bathroom with his wife and left us at the dinner table. About 40 minutes later they returned. They had sex in the bathroom and the other couple was really really wasted. We went back to their room where i sucked this other girls tits while my wife ate her pussy. Her husband was in the bathroom trying to stay conscious. After he came out my wife put his dick in her mouth and sucked him while i ate out his wife. I started fucking her when my wife straddled him to fuck. When he saw me fucking his wife, he got pissed and ended the whole thing. We fantasize and talk dirty about all of this, and more.
However, about 2 months ago we were drinking and smoking and the topic of when I stole some of my brothers wife's pics came up. This was about 5 years ago, so before we started openly discussing sharing. She was mad when she found out and really had a rough patch in our relationship. I deleted everything and we moved on. So while we were drunk talking about this she said "I had a dick pick from your brother" and I said, Did you fuck him? and she got really ashamed and spilled her guts.
Apparently when we were moved away for 5 years they came to visit, and he said to her when i went to bed "after (your husband) falls asleep, come in here and we can fuck. She didn't do it, and told me about it the next day. Fast forward three years, she left me in that state and came home for a summer. She stayed with my brother and his wife for the night and were drinking. His wife got drunk and passed out and after a while he came out to the living room and my wife pulled his pants down and sucked his dick, then they went to the kitchen and he fucked her and apparently didn't cum. but they fucked in my brothers house with his wife sleeping feet away. Now honestly if this was all that happened, I wouldn't be THAT upset. But she then told me he did it again to her, but this time she was so drunk she only remembers him taking off her pants and "he did whatever, i have no idea"
She then told me that when we moved back, she did it again, doesn't remember where I was, and then she told me they had sober, frequent booty call sex while I was working over the course of 6 or so months, and nothing has happened since. That was 7 years ago, before kids, before the mortgage, before the discussions of open sharing. He fucked her, came in her, ate her out, she came, he had everything that was mine. doggy, missionary, cowgirl, and whatever else I'm sure they did.
It really almost got me divorced, and I can't talk to fuckin anyone about it.
Now I got 2 old girlfriends who are both local and single, and I'm pretty sure they will and want to fuck me. We have met up and talk secretly online. But the wife says she really doesn't want me to do that.
I say fuck that, I'm doing it. I feel I deserve a side chick for a while.
Here is a pic of the girl that wants to fuck
