this is my confession, im a male and i love wachting ladyboys porn, sometimes i wear panties and women clothes and when im wachting a shemale porn i want to get fuck and suck a cock too, and i start to masturbate til i cum but after i cum i feel guilty or weird feeling that what to fuck im thinking and i dont even feel attracted to males its just that fantasy or im a perv... but i want to know is that make gay???

looking for a video of a shemale in a yellow bikini masturbating on webcam I cant seem to locate it anymore.

Have you ever brought a sex toy into a public place or masturbated in a public place? I have.

I don't give a fuck what society thinks of me to be honest. It's such a rush to fap in public, and my dream is to find a woman (female or shemale), to indulge in this desire with me.

But here's an example confession - (Please give me 2 minutes to wow you and perhaps stir your cocks/pussies).

The other day I was on a train that I took into town purely to fulfill these desire. I had a large teddy bear with a bow on it that I could easily pretend was a gift for a girlfriend that I was going to give to her.

The good part? I ripped a hole in it's ass and put a fleshlight in there. So all along the bear was on my lap and my cock was out of my pants but inside the pussy I'd made for the bear.

Part of the way into the 50 minute journey a group of about 6 girls came onto the train and sat on the seats to the right and left of me. They noticed the bear and were all like "awwwww, he's so cute, who is that for?".

I was in a mixture of excitement and panic, I never expected to be in a situation this intense. I said "oh.. it's just for my girlfriend".

I don't know why... but if you seem like a nice guy and you say you have a girlfriend, in my experience, girls go crazy over you. Seriously....

But back to the story...

They were all stroking my hair and moving the bear around a bit on my lap. My cock was so hard it was starting to hurt.

Then a song that the girls all started singing and swaying too came on the bus radio, and I used that as an excuse to start moving around with my dick inside the bear, bouncing it slightly up and down my cock.

I got to the point of no return and just thought "fuck it", and bounced the bear faster and harder on my dick and I came so hard inside of it.

The girls all gave me weird looks but I didn't care. I also got a few weird looks from people around me. I waited for the end of the bus journey for everyone to leave.

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P.S. Yes I know I'm a fucking weirdo who will probably die alone, but doing this sort of thing really doesn't feel wrong to me. It feels so fucking right, and it's the way I live.

I am a bi top who prefers anal sex by far over vaginal, whether it's with a girl, a boy or a shemale. My absolute favourite thing and biggest turnon is a straight woman who is turned on by watching male/male fucking. I love to put on a show for such a girl by having passionate bareback anal sex with a hot young girly boy, teasing her and getting her so turned on she has to masturbate while watching until I cum inside him. Girls like that are the best for relationships and I love making friends with them too.

I confess that I am obsessed with shemales. About five years ago a friend looked up shemale porn for shits and giggles. That was my first taste, all the other guys were cringing at the site but I had to leave the room due to a boner. That night I got on my slow as PSP and masturbated to shemales. I've done so every single night aincw. I jack off too it at least 3 times a day, I think I am clinically obsessed. Whenever I masturbate to regular girls I always find myself imagining what they would be like if they had a cock. I don't have pity for myself though, I absolutely love shemales.

Salut je cherche des contacts francophones pour MSN ou autre,H ou F (je suis bi-curieux) pour mater des photos/vid�o discuter sexe, se faire de petites branlettes (j'ai une cam).

J'aime les teens (je fais dans le +16 personellement) et femmes de tout type, shemales, masturbation homme ou femmes, interracial, etc... mais j'ai l'esprit ouvert n'h�sitez pas a proposer et n'ayez pas peur de choquer �a n'arrivera pas.

Ah oui je suis m�tisse et boudin� (vraiment lol) alors me demandez pas de vous montrer mes abdos hein ;).

*Adresses et contacts via mon profil.

Salut je cherche des contacts francophones pour MSN ou autre,H ou F (je suis bi-curieux) pour mater des photos/video discuter sexe, se faire de petites branlettes (j'ai une cam).

J'aime les teens (je fais dans le +16 personnellement) et femmes de tout type, shemales, masturbation homme ou femmes, interracial, etc... mais j'ai l'esprit ouvert n'hesitez pas a proposer et n'ayez pas peur de choquer ca n'arrivera pas.

Ah oui je suis fran�ais, metisse et gros :p alors me demandez pas de vous montrer mes abdos hein ;).

*Adresses et contacts via mon profil.

Salut je cherche des contacts francophones pour MSN ou autre,H ou F (je suis bi-curieux) pour mater des photos/video discuter sexe, se faire de petites branlettes (j'ai une cam).

J'aime les teens (je suis d'humeur no limit ces temps-ci ^^) et femmes de tout type, shemales, masturbation homme ou femmes, interracial, etc... mais j'ai l'esprit ouvert n'hesitez pas a proposer et n'ayez pas peur de choquer ca n'arrivera pas.

Ah oui je suis fran�ais, metisse et gros :p alors me demandez pas de vous montrer mes abdos hein ;).

*Adresses et contacts via mon profil.

So I would like to share something I haven't told many people until now...

Living a hedonistic lifestyle, where pleasure is my holy grail, and being quite emotionally dysfunctional, led me all the past years to experience intense moments of pleasure and satisfaction by not hesitating to indulge in any carnal or mental desire coming upon me. There is a part of myself, a really dark part of me, that is drawn by evil in such a way that I get pleasure and satisfaction from it, instead of abhorrence. And I mean sexual and mental pleasure. Things that average people consider taboo, sick or immoral (not only related to sexuality) have such a hold in me that, after all these years, I have come to the conclusion that darkness and evil are my natural environment, or habitat. I feel so much more comfortable, free and full exploring and living my dark side, than when trying to be "normal".

One of the things that really make me feel alive, turning to the dark side, and I mean spiritually. Many people probably don't believe in the existence of spiritual entities, but my experiences prove otherwise. I love to turn my back to the light and follow the dark entities. The reason is simple. I am a hedonist. All I crave for is pleasure. And those dark beings, which people call demons, are giving me this pleasure that I could not find in the other side. I have observed that the more deep I dive in darkness and evil, the more intense this pleasure is and the more of it I want. I speak literally of carnal pleasures. I am extremely more horny when indulging in a most sick, and evil act than in "normal" sexual acts. There were times when I would have orgasms lasting for more than 5 or even 10 minutes, during which I couldn't control my body, thoughts or speech!

When I speak about demonic entities, I speak about real personal beings. I have had some experiences that I won't go into details here, but I can say that those beings are really willing to help us achieve our dreams and goals, provided we offer them some kind of serivce. As I said I won't go into details now, but for certain reasons, some of those beings made clear to me their demands, what my service to them would be in exchange of even more intense sexual experiences. And from my part I do my best to please them and I am really thrilled by their rewards.

One of my experiences, which is pretty recent, was a mid-sleep sexual intercourse with such a being. Now some may not believe it. I can't actually say that it was real or a dream. I don't know what it was. All I know is that, during my sleep, I felt my ass violated suddenly. It was really painful, but to my surprise, it was also immensely pleasurable! My body was in pain and extreme pleasure at the same time. I couldn't see who it was. I can't even recall if I was awake or asleep. But there was a deep reassurance in me that it was not a human being, it was certainly a spiritual being. I could feel the presence in all my body's cells. I could literally feel a second entity within me, clearly distinguishable from me, another person. It was extremely powerful. It got hold of my whole body, even my internal organs!! It was as if each cell of me was moving and obeying this creature's will! I could feel a cock penetrating my ass, but not of human size. This was something from another world. I could feel it reaching to my lungs and I remember thinking how is it possible that I don't die!! I was literally getting ass raped in the most heavenly (or hellish?) manner, and even if I wanted to escape I couldn't. But I did not want to escape. I was controlled by that being.

What surprised me positively, is that most of my pleasure was drawn from the fact that I was captive to a dark demonic entity that was having it's way with me with no ability or will to resist from my part!! I was having multiple orgasms the whole time, and I found my self willing to surrender even more to the darkness. I wanted to dive deep into the demonic abyss of lust and pleasure. I forgot to mention that this demon was also stinking awfully and it was piss and shit. Again, in spite of the hellish smell, (part of my self was tortured by it), I was still experiencing even more pleasure, I was getting even more horny, and I was thrilled by the fact that I was turned on by this filth, this stench and this torture. I remember thinking that if evil and darkness can be so pleasant in spite of the torture, then I would certainly love to dive deeper and deeper and see what more do demons have to offer me. I don't remember if it lasted 5 minutes or 5 hours. I can't tell. I remember the demon pulling out of my ass so forcefully I felt my guts spilling out. Then I just dropped my body on the bed.

I DID feel my guts where hanging out of my ass, but I remember I was about it too and masturbating, and I didn't even care. After a while I slept. When I woke up in the morning everything seemed like a dream. My body was... intact. My ass was my everyday ass, and my guts... well inside me, in their place. There was only one thing. I could still smell piss and shit. Not so strong smell as it was with the demon. Not even the smell of ordinary shit. It was a soft smell of piss and shit. It was enough though to make me horny and rub myself once more. The second thing that remained was the bliss. I was feeling empty and full at the same time. Empty as in I was used body, mind and soul. Full because the memory of the intense pleasure remained still, and a great joy of entering a world unknown to me until then! I was thrilled by this unexpected visitation and deep inside me I was hoping to experience it again.

Until that happened to me, my inclination to evil and the dark side was more like an inner urge for me than something imposed from the outside. All I knew was only from personal experience and nothing more. It happened that a few days ago I talked with a really nice guy. Extremely perverted and also drawn by the evil side. At some point I came to tell him about this experience. It seems this guy had some knowledge of these things and told me a lot about what actually happened to me.

It turns out what I experienced was indeed real, not physical though. It happened in a spiritual dimension. He told me that I was contacted by a demon he named incubus. He told me that certain specific things i did in the past had actually been an invitation to the demons and that I have opened doors to them granting them the right to free access in me. To sum it up, he told me that I am actually possessed by certain demons (demons of lust) who use me for their own plans and in exchange they reward me with extreme pleasure for my services. A great part of my services to them is to corrupt other people especially those who cling to the bright side.

Given my love and attraction to evil and darkness, I was overwhelmed with joy when I learned I am possesed by the demons of lust. It was and is a pursuit in my life to dive deeper and deeper into it, and now I feel so blessed (or cursed??) to have experienced an intercourse with a demon and I hope for more and more demonic sex in the future and with more fetishes included. I realized that this demon "offered" me some of my sexual fantasies, like lung-deep penetration, snuff and internal organ destruction. I came to understand that in the spiritual realm the limitations of the flesh have no power. Your ass can be ripped apart while the demonic cock enters it and exits from your mouth, or the demon can shit directly into your extremely dilated urethra filling your bladder with demonic turds, while your body stays intact in the physical dimension, and still you get all the pleasure of experiencing the fantasy.

This guy told me that I should call the incubus demon and also other succubus demons which are like "female" or "shemale" demons of lust and sex. Eventually they will come and I know it will be an awesome experience.

I have a confession to make. Lately i have been having intense orgasms and cumming really hard to vids or images of smooth body shemales, traps, etc, who are masturbating and showing their painted toe nails while masturbating. Their bodies are so smooth, that the actually look more sexual than women's bodies. Maybe it's just me!

I am 64yrs old, never sucked a cock. I love masturbating to shemales beautiful big titted stiff dicked babes. I am an oral and anal virgin, would like to remain an anal virgin but would love to suck off a delicious nutsac and uncut cock